Been so busy...

new job and all.... I've been working 40 hours/wk and then I come home and make dinner and apply for jobs for my hubby who just wants to sit and play wow all day and buy himself fast food and do little things here and there to find jobs... not enough though if you ask me.

I'm way over stressed and have not been eating much or exercising as much as I should.

He told me not to worry about taking care of him and his job situation, so fine I won't. I just don't think it or anything else will get done. Whatever.... I'm sick of caring so much.

We got in a fight today..... its bugging me.... everything is bugging me..... the fact that I'm doing the amount of 3 people's jobs at work and not getting paid enough for it is one of them.

Well on my way to 122lbs, should be there within a week... I guess that's a good thing :)

I feel good

Today I feel pretty good about myself, I'm fitting in both my size 2 jeans..... soon that will be a size 1 :)
So far I've been going to the gym 5 days a week and tonight I'm going to a weight training/cardio class for an hour. I figure if I do one intense hour a day that will make quite a difference. I'm trying to add Saturdays and then just go for a jog on Sundays. I need to get back to church though sometime. But I don't want to join a church right as we're moving again, that always sucks.
D's job fell through, they didn't have enough work to keep him going, so he's interviewing up north tomorrow, for more pay. The only problem is, the only place remotely close to where he works that we can afford to live is Corona and its way more inland, I'm so use to living close to the beach..... :'(

124lbs

Well, I've been stuck up and down between 126 and 128, I'm 124 totally empty and clothesless.
I feel ok about it, I feel more encouraged that I can get to 110 sometime before the summer's over. My only concern is how do I maintain it once I get there? I feel like it will be this constant struggle.
I hate when D brings home Jack in the Box... so tempting, but I didn't eat it, instead today 2/3 bag of pop corn.
I did an 50 min of cardio and some glute machines. My guess is about 500 calories burned today. I'm just really trying to pace myself and not get out of control which is what I was last week..... D's b-day, too many frosting-less cupcakes I binged on :'(

I'm going to post my weight in two weeks and hopefully I should be around 123 or 122.

We might be moving up to the LA area cuz he has a job offer.... that'll be different.