First Day of Fast

Ok, so today is Day 1 and I'm doing really good today.... too bad its freezing today.... I hate being cold.
All I've had today is a cup of black coffee and diet soda.

I still can't find a damn job.... been looking and applying EVERYWHERE!!! I've been sending in about 15 apps per day and still no calls for interviews.... its really begining to piss me off :(

3 day weekend fast

So, I have been eating too much the last three days, I think it's cuz I've been around my hubby and I feel more comfortable with eating around him, cuz he likes it when I eat, but I fear that all I've been doing is maintaining 125/126 and not losing, so Friday, Saturday, and Sunday I'm going to have my typical black iced coffee in the AM and then around lunch I will have a yogurt and thats it. I will continue the day with a lot of coffee and coke zero and then starting Monday I will do heavy restricting and probably weigh myself Tue or Wed.

Bachelor Pad

So, I just talked to my hubby on the phone, who is road triping back to Cali with his best friend and we are suposedly moving in with his friend, but when I asked what the plan was for tonight when he gets in town he's all like "oh we're just going to chill, shower, hang out and drink beer" and it didn't even sound like I was welcome, even though it's where I am going to be living. I have a mind to just let him live there and I'll stay with my parents.... I mean he's making sound like his new bachelor pad. Lame.... I'm a little put off by his tone and the fact that he doesn't even sound like he misses me at all or cares if I fricken live with him.

Intake today: 1 grapefruit, 4 cups black coffee, 2 strawberries, 15 walnut halves

Going to bed hungry

Well, today I did good and I'm starving... which is a good sign :) I'm def noticing a difference. I get to see my husband tomorrow, I haven't seen him in over two weeks so I really miss him :)
Lots of unpacking and moving to do Monday so that will burn a lot of calories. I'm so excited for the Job Fairs I'm going to this month *fingers crossed* we'll both have jobs by the end of April.

By the way

None of the pix I post are of me.... I'm too nervous someone will see the blog and realize I have a problem.

Oh and my hubby and I are doing much better, he should be home soon and we are looking forward to seeing eachother. He promised he'd treat me better and try harder to find a job so I guess I'm ok..... for now.

ate a bit too much today and yesterday

even though my tummy is still growling.... I know I'll do better tomorrow. I've started this new tone up routine to get rib of jiggles when i finally go to the beach. I do feel smaller though, and my clothes are bigger too :) I just have to keep it up for 10 more pounds till I'll wear my bikini.

125lbs!!!!

Yay!!! I dropped weight without even trying. Now I just got to find the motivation to tone up... when I have some energy :( I love this picture because she is suck a f*cking toothpick and i LOVE it, totally amazing...